| The more you try to hide some things, the more it eats at you from the inside. It consumes you, bit by bit until even the things that had seemed clear to you before starts to blur, fade, and spin out from under your control. Sometimes it feels like I’m frantically chasing down my sanity, like the strings to a bunch of balloons. Somewhere along the way, I must have loosened my grip on them, for they’ve started to drift away from me. And as hard as I try to pull them back, to close my fingers around the strings again, one by one they float just out of my reach, eluding me, driving me further to the brink of madness...
Summer is so close I can taste it! And it tastes like coffee! A Venti Vanilla Latte from Starbucks!!! Haha, well, summer’s been here for awhile, but it’ll be two more weeks before I get to enjoy the very essence of it - the simple sweetness of getting to lounge around and do as I please. I’ve been teaching summer school for the past six weeks, and as much as I’ll miss my kids when it ends, I can’t wait to be LAZY. My brain has definitely earned its right to rot!
Hope everyone else is having an amazing summer! I miss my buds! With everyone’s busy schedules, we haven’t really had the time to just hang. Two more weeks, you guys - then let the summer trips, baseball games, movies, shopping escapades, cafe lounging, and house-lazing begin!
EDIT: Shout out to Liz, because she made me. Just kidding! I'd shout at her even if she didn't. HAHAHAAHAA--Err...nvm. I miss her uber, and wish her the best as she studies her ass off for finals while I chill here in SF. Haha. Late, girly-girl! |
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